Luck

Luck. Something I so desperately need. We all need it...dont we...Perhaps there is someone out there who needs it more than I do. In fact, I know there is someone who needs it more...but that doesn't mean that I don't still wish for it. My love is just exist away, but his memories are countries away. Maybe luck will bring us closer and those memories that had been washed away could return once more.
Goddess only knows and I can only hope.

Understanding what we are missing or what we arent.

That moment when someone texts you and you respond without knowing who they are. >< I wish I could remember everyone, but at the same time I wish I couldn't remember a single thing. Start out fresh you know?  To start off fresh new...how great would that be? I'm jealous of babies... so innocent and so curious about everything. They are able to look at the world unknowingly happy and even though they cant express themselves quite yet. They don't have to. You can tell almost anything from their eyes and its that sweet innocence that I miss the most. Not knowing a thing about hurt or know a thing about danger and deceit.

Thoughts. Fucking Thoughts.

thoughts...what are thoughts but mere suggestions in your mind.

so what if you keep them bottled inside?

they will only turn into a rhyme.

so use it on the next one

see if she will care for

a little mess on the floor

or maybe having her eyes stare at the bed board.

yea.you might not have meant to

but u sure made me feel like a fool

for trusting someone like you

and now my body feels overused.

but thats alright isnt it?

as long as i pleased your body nd shit.

if i stop that from happening to another.

maybe it was worth biting my tongue a little bit longer.

too bad i wasnt a little bit more faded.

cuz now i got illusions when i sleep that dont seem to b endin

now ill give it a rest

you have failed my test

took advantage of the maiden

now she lookin for her heaven

while she wishes u the best

nd hopes this doesnt repeat for the next.

Remember my words

they may just be chords.

but listen to the message

maybe you can salvage

the last of humanity

with the touch of sincerety and prosperity.