Late reminiscence

Late reminiscence

I was running in circles

Around the thought of what

What could have been us?

Maybe I’m just a lost puppy

A puppy trying to catch its tail

But the thought just lingers.

Maybe we are but a mystery that will never behold

What is such a thing as love?

I can’t find my way to the end of this delusion

It’s running away from me.

 I can’t help but chase it

But it continues to disappear in this forest

 The mist is growing thicker and I can’t find where I’ve come from either

So I’m lost again.

Your signals always failing to give me a direction

They’re feeding into my insecurities. It’s like an infection.

Why are you doing this?

I have given you my all.

You left me to fall.

This love is driving me insane

 Resorting to pain

The snow is falling now

Covering what you left behind

I can’t try to keep digging

But I don’t know what I’ll find.

So what now?

Should we fester in the sun?

Make our hearts run?

Drown on what we thought could be?

Perhaps, that‘s what you wanted all along, but I’m choosing to flee.

I believe I can fly

So im at this club that promotes our art. Its fun. I havent really attended all of them which i regret to say but I'm here now and we are planning for this event that i have yet to figure out when its going to happen.
Our leader or captin however you wish to say it is speaking letting us know what is going to happen regarding content.
One show is April 4th. The other one is today after school. Im kinda nervous about this all. Im not quite sure why but something doesnt feel right.
We have this kid who can Dj. His name is Jacob. I call him Mcdonalds just to mess with him. He's a cool dude.
Brandon is here. He is awfully adorable but he's really quiet right now. I call him black locks.
Celina is a cool girl. We like a lot of the same things and shes really pretty. She blogs too though she blogs on tumblr. Ill post her blog on here for you guys to check it out later.
Marcel is here. Hes just loud and dorky. He's talking to this other kid that i dont know but by the way they are huddled around they are probably talking bout porn or girls. Haha! I just got confirmed of my suspicions.
We also got Kenneth. This dude is always getting high. He's the type that will constantly skip class or come to class just to sleep. But hes chill...most of the time.
Well it looks like it is my turn to bring my work to the table.
Talk to you guys later. <3

Crushes

I hate it when people your not interested in ask you out and then things go mad awkward.

That endless song

Have you ever had that moment when that one embaressing song is stuck to your brain like a virus? It sucks cause you want to so badly think about something else or remember something but this one song just constantly plays in the background. Perhaps its because i normally have a problem on focusing on one thing. But when i do try to focus on ome thing it normally results on me singing that one song. I honestly dont know how to appease this desire to be aware of this song. Yesterday the song I kept replaying in my head was As Long As You Love Me by Justin Bieber. Now im not onsessed with Justin Bieber the way my little sister is but I do believe this is a gokd song and has a very catchy tune to it. That all good and even great right? But when you have a little obsessed Belieber, you tend to stray away from what you once liked. Now its been at least 14 hours later and i am still replaying that song in the blood flow of my existance. I think it frustrates me even more because my ex had dedicated it to me once upon a time and i still love him dearly. I guess im just trying to move on in my own little ways but how can one move on when the damn song keeps playing and playing on an endless cycle. Yup. At this moment I really wish I could press stop on this record.

Can you say YUM?

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Is it you?

I try to make room for everyone. Give everyone time to express themselves no matter how insane it may sound to my own ears. I try to be supportive and help people find peace in that one moment of quiet and i try to love that person with all i have left. I try all these things but who has tried for me?