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I found my berries video

I found my berries.

 

This is by far one of the funniest videos I've ever seen. Honestly made my night.

The Victim.

Thoughts...what are thoughts but mere suggestions in your mind.

So what if you keep them bottled inside?

They will only turn into a rhyme.
so use it on the next one
see if she will care for
a little mess on the floor
or maybe having her eyes stare at the bed board.
Yea. You might not have meant to
but u sure made me feel like a fool
for trusting someone like you
and now my body feels overused.
but that's alright isn't it?
as long as I pleased your body and shit.
if I stop that from happening to another.
maybe it was worth biting my tongue a little bit longer.
too bad I wasn't a little bit more faded.
cause now I got illusions when i sleep that don't seem to be ending
now ill give it a rest
you have failed my test
took advantage of the maiden
now she's looking for her heaven
while she wishes u the best
and hopes this doesn't repeat for the next.
Remember my words
they may just be chords.
but listen to the message
maybe you can salvage

the last of humanity

with the touch of sincerity and prosperity.

That morning thought that lasts

I can't help but do this.. I can't help but want to feel alive and awake. I don't want to be a zombie. A lost soul in the dark always craving for something more. I wonder why my life has ended in this way and why I have to continue living it. Im scare of myself you know? I'm scare of the people around me and where this life leads and honestly I think it is my fear that is keeping me alive. I crave for people I shouldn't. I crave for danger and safety and that's why I can't run to you. I can't go near you. If I do I will collapse. If I go near you, you win and then what? I'm left like a rotten rat on the dirty side street next to burned out ciggerates. I don't know what to do with myself. So ill keep on searching..searching for the meaning of my existence. In the meantime I choose to take care of those I can...and if that means staying very...very far apart from the people I love then so be it.

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Cute Central.

Decisions, Decisions.

I’m confused by what I want... is it possible that my demonic heart wants Jacob? Is it possible that it might want Kenji? What is it that makes me so attached to Kenji anyway? Is it because of all the shit we've been through? Or is it because he is the only thing that happens to be constant in my life... he is still my brother and I love him...I really do. I just don’t know if I can love him at this point. Jacob makes me feel good about myself. My dad seems to like him ok too. I really don’t know what to do... I just want to be loved and give love...that’s not wrong is it?

Aquamarine throwback.

So if you haven't seen this movie...just wow...but there is a scene where the main character, who also happens to be a mermaid, talks about her nails. Random perhaps, but it got me thinking about how awesome it would be if we all had that. You see, her nails change color naturally according to her mood. Much like those mood rings you'd find at a carnival or festival. Let's say you are happy and your nails turn purple...or how about when you are angry it turns into an auburn color. I guess in a way nail salons would be out of business...oops..

Cows....

 I really wish cows could actually look like this. I feel like we confuse children in a way...no we decieve them into thinking cows actually look this cute and when they see them in person it's like the world has brought us this horribly ugly black and white beast...deception....utter deception.

WARNING!! DO NOT BE ALARMED BY THE FOLLOWING PHOTO. THIS IS PART OF LIFE.  

Into your arms - The Maine

There is nothing more beautiful then laying in the arms of someone who truly cares about you. I am not talking about them caring about your beauty and whether you’re crying or not. I’m talking about those moments that they randomly hug you or pull you close just because. I’m talking about those moments when they don’t want you to let go. You know, those moments when they breathe in your scent and kiss your neck gently while you drift into a deep sleep. I’m talking about those moments when you wake up in the arms of the one you love and realize you would rather stay there then go anywhere else.  If you have this, cherish it. Don’t let go of it. Don’t run from it. Simply smile, whisper a thank you, and fall back to sleep in his or her arms.

Perks of a Wallflower

A must see! The Perks of a Wallflower. For anyone who wants to see something so real and touching. Go for it. Trust me you wont regret it.

Wording...

This picture honestly made me speechless for a moment. It has got to be one of the most stupidest things I've ever read but it's so completely true that I cant even shut it down completely. I think its really interesting how you can say two things with one sentence...Makes me wanna try to do that in the future. Or maybe I've already done it before just never noticed.

In a way it's like people say one thing but do the other. I've noticed that the people around me are quite famous for doing so. I'm used to it though and I dont know how I feel about that. I know it's bad or rather unfavorable, but it happens so what can I do about it? Maybe there isn't anything to do about it...maybe I just have to sit back and watch.

Late reminiscence

Late reminiscence

I was running in circles

Around the thought of what

What could have been us?

Maybe I’m just a lost puppy

A puppy trying to catch its tail

But the thought just lingers.

Maybe we are but a mystery that will never behold

What is such a thing as love?

I can’t find my way to the end of this delusion

It’s running away from me.

 I can’t help but chase it

But it continues to disappear in this forest

 The mist is growing thicker and I can’t find where I’ve come from either

So I’m lost again.

Your signals always failing to give me a direction

They’re feeding into my insecurities. It’s like an infection.

Why are you doing this?

I have given you my all.

You left me to fall.

This love is driving me insane

 Resorting to pain

The snow is falling now

Covering what you left behind

I can’t try to keep digging

But I don’t know what I’ll find.

So what now?

Should we fester in the sun?

Make our hearts run?

Drown on what we thought could be?

Perhaps, that‘s what you wanted all along, but I’m choosing to flee.

I believe I can fly

So im at this club that promotes our art. Its fun. I havent really attended all of them which i regret to say but I'm here now and we are planning for this event that i have yet to figure out when its going to happen.
Our leader or captin however you wish to say it is speaking letting us know what is going to happen regarding content.
One show is April 4th. The other one is today after school. Im kinda nervous about this all. Im not quite sure why but something doesnt feel right.
We have this kid who can Dj. His name is Jacob. I call him Mcdonalds just to mess with him. He's a cool dude.
Brandon is here. He is awfully adorable but he's really quiet right now. I call him black locks.
Celina is a cool girl. We like a lot of the same things and shes really pretty. She blogs too though she blogs on tumblr. Ill post her blog on here for you guys to check it out later.
Marcel is here. Hes just loud and dorky. He's talking to this other kid that i dont know but by the way they are huddled around they are probably talking bout porn or girls. Haha! I just got confirmed of my suspicions.
We also got Kenneth. This dude is always getting high. He's the type that will constantly skip class or come to class just to sleep. But hes chill...most of the time.
Well it looks like it is my turn to bring my work to the table.
Talk to you guys later. <3

Crushes

I hate it when people your not interested in ask you out and then things go mad awkward.

That endless song

Have you ever had that moment when that one embaressing song is stuck to your brain like a virus? It sucks cause you want to so badly think about something else or remember something but this one song just constantly plays in the background. Perhaps its because i normally have a problem on focusing on one thing. But when i do try to focus on ome thing it normally results on me singing that one song. I honestly dont know how to appease this desire to be aware of this song. Yesterday the song I kept replaying in my head was As Long As You Love Me by Justin Bieber. Now im not onsessed with Justin Bieber the way my little sister is but I do believe this is a gokd song and has a very catchy tune to it. That all good and even great right? But when you have a little obsessed Belieber, you tend to stray away from what you once liked. Now its been at least 14 hours later and i am still replaying that song in the blood flow of my existance. I think it frustrates me even more because my ex had dedicated it to me once upon a time and i still love him dearly. I guess im just trying to move on in my own little ways but how can one move on when the damn song keeps playing and playing on an endless cycle. Yup. At this moment I really wish I could press stop on this record.

Can you say YUM?

We Heart It

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Is it you?

I try to make room for everyone. Give everyone time to express themselves no matter how insane it may sound to my own ears. I try to be supportive and help people find peace in that one moment of quiet and i try to love that person with all i have left. I try all these things but who has tried for me?

Hurricane by 30 Second to Mars

Hurricane by 30 Seconds to Mars Lyrics:

 

No matter how many times that you told me you wanted to leave No matter how many breaths that you took you still couldn't breathe No matter how many nights that you'd lie wide awake to the sound of the pulsing rain Where did you go Where did you go Where did you go
As the days go by the night's on fire
Tell me would you kill to save a life Tell me would you kill to prove you're right Crash crash Burn let it all burn This hurricane's chasing us all underground
No matter how many deaths that I die I will never forget No matter how many lies I live I will never regret There is a fire inside of this heart and a riot about to explode into flames Where is your God Where is your God Where is your God
Do you really want Do you really want me Do you really want me dead or alive To torture for my sins Do you really want Do you really want me Do you really want me dead or alive To live a lie [ From: Tell me would you kill to save a life Tell me would you kill to prove you're right Crash crash Burn let it all burn This hurricane's chasing us all underground
The promises we made were not enough The prayers that we had prayed were like a drug The secrets that we sold were never known The love we had the love we had We had to let it go
Tell me would you kill to save a life Tell me would you kill to prove you're right Crash crash Burn let it all burn This hurricane's chasing us all underground
This hurricane This hurricane This hurricane
Do you really want Do you really want me Do you really want me dead or alive To torture for my sins Do you really want Do you really want me Do you really want me dead or alive To live a lie

Enough said.